mondays are the worst

this is becoming one boring place. nobody has any updates. nobody has anything fun and interesting to post. i dont have anything to say, feel or write about. seems like the blues are doing the rounds. read some random blogs just now and everyone is sad.

and i thought i was the only one who had the monday morning blues on sunday evening. point is, they're still very much here, carried over to monday morning. bleagghcchh..

waking up on a cold monday morning, when its all cold and misty outside and all warm and fuzzy and nice in bed, IS THE WORST. and the thought of another directionless erratic unpredictable day ahead isnt exactly an incentive.

work always proves me wrong though. things turn out surprisingly surprising once i get there. so this is also a classic case of 'starting trouble', made worse by having to start on a monday morning, after a weekend that barely came and went all in a flash. worsened by the fact that it started off very well, involved expensive exotic chinese food ice cream and being around funny people who kept me in splits, but then had to take a nose dive closer to sunday evening. like going back in time to when i was in school. it would to be all great all weekend. doing sll those fun things, lazing around, late afernoon sunday showers, lots of tv, lots of books, and then come sunday evening and that funny feeling in the pit of your stomach comes back. that yucky uh-oh-i-wish-everyday-was-a-weekend feeling.

im rambling now. its just the monday morning gloom. now il go back to work, and be lost again because the idiot that was on leave is going to be back. so after ten luxurious days of using his computer with the lcd super slinky monitor and listening to his music, i will be displaced again. until i have my own system im a nowhere girl..sigh.