Tuesday, December 08, 2009

55-fiction to remember the day

The day has come. What normally takes six months to arrive, has taken me nearly 12. Mostly because I got screwed over. It comes with a letter. And a backpack, branded in corporate colors. After all the hard work and sweat and tears, all I can say is, it’s about time!

I’ve just been confirmed.

im brave..

but im chicken shit.

and what it all comes down to..is that everything's going to to be quite alright.

is it?

Monday, December 07, 2009

indispensable.

this is a sudden burst, because i just HAD TO say this out somewhere.

im back at work after a 3 day break. only to realize im indispensable. when im not aorund nobody can do what i do. so what needs to be done simply gets piled up to be done when im back.

why? because im indispensable.

im back at work after a 3 day break. only to realize im indispensable. because iv just gone through piles of emails where questions have gone unanswered, issued unattended, and problems have gotten bigger. simply because when im not around to answer questions nobody answers them on my behalf.

why? because im indispensable.

im back at work after a 3 day break. only to realize im indispensable. because a 26 page document could not be proofed by anyone else. and had to wait till today when i would be back to do the dirty work.

why? because im indispensable? or because im just taken for granted?

im leaning towards the latter now.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

the need for..groove. erm, not speed.

a gloomy day like today deserves some groove. some serious groove.

seeing as how my newest obsession is michael-groove-jackson, i suggest you dance. and shot. and shake your body down to the ground.

Monday, November 02, 2009

current state of mind:

DISINTERESTED.
DISAPPOINTED.
DISILLUSIONED.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

octoberfesting it in bangalore..

..with my rather large beer mug..

Sent from my Nokia phone

irony

one of the best things about being married, is that you are never alone.

and sometimes, its also the worst part.

Friday, October 30, 2009

points to ponder #3, #4 and #5

#3
when im so not fussy, and eat ANYthing thats made, why do i need to decide what i want for dinner?

#4
am i worth nothing more than producing a baby? in a jiffy, at that..

#5
why is my workplace filled with so many fools? its like a whole club of imbeciles out here.

jai guru deva

words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
they slither while they pass
they slip away across the universe
pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
possessing and caressing me...

the crap in my life has this knack of attacking me when im least expecting it. its when the going is really good that i should start worrying, and wondering why its going so good. its almost like when the going is good, it ought to be too good to be true -- and WHAM! CRAP ATTACK!

and it comes in waves. crap waves. waves of crap. crappy waves. like a chain reaction thats set off by some arbit stupid occurence that is so out of my control, that it makes me want to scream out loud.

like all the crap is not enough, i got a craMp attack too today. so if im nasty and i bite your head off, forgive me, and blame it on my hormones please.

i need the strength to get through today. its friday and i need to just get to the end of the day and reach the weekend. all i can say is, jai guruuuu deeevaaaaaa..

hohumsigh. overandout.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

bangalore's october skies

its a pretty day outside. and i just got out of work :D


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