Tuesday, December 07, 2010

day 2 pondering

Day 2 is done. Yes, Im lost. Yes, Im confused. Yes, Im still clueless about where I am and how to get around. But I havent lost heart as yet. I guess thats an improvement.

Its too soon to say if Im enjoying myself or not. But heres a SWAT analysis of sorts..
The goods:
- Its nice to be out of the house
- Its nice to interact with people
- Its nice to have a sense of purpose, professionally

The not so good:
- I think Iv forgotten how I picked things up fast
- I think too much
- Its hard to break the ice and into pre-existing cliques, even if I wanted to do that
- The fucked up routine which will take getting used to

The challenges:
- Waking up early enough to make sure Im out of the bathroom and into the kitchen at an optimum time
- Trying to stay afloat amidst the information overload and the expectations I perceive
- Figuring out the right way to ensure I get the run/work out to happen and the cooking back on track
- Dealing with a lack of time for myself and making the most of what I have at the end of the day

I suddenly feel short on time. Its odd to spend the larger part of the day at work and just a few hours at home before I go to bed. I miss my free-life. But it just the beginning, and this time Iv decided I wont be hard on myself about unimportant things, and sink my feet in slowly. Here's to a new beginning, that I hope sees the light of day.

Im sleep-deprived, fuzzy in the head, yet hopeful :)

5 comments:

Karishma Sundaram said...

Don't sell yourself short - you will be awesome.

Revati Upadhya said...

:) aww thanks, i sure hope so!

niyati. said...

yoo RE re.. we know how good you are at this and i hope you dont give and show that off too soon. coz before you know it they will drag you in.. :S! then then.. then... who will make fun food? who will be a happy chiller? whooo will listen to Beatles all morning and feel mental :)... heheh..
but have fun daa.. its cool..
xx

Revati Upadhya said...

i still make fun food. just very in a rush and very hurriedly! and i still listen to mad music and have my mental moments. in my head.. muhuhahahaha..
but, you should come to goa!

Killer Drama said...

oh mY GOD. total action packed days ha.. i got tired sittin and reading your list!!! i like the bigg boss part he he he eh he :p


but as long as you have fun, its all ..what... FUN only :D so, that's great :)