Thursday, January 28, 2010

the legend passes on. and leaves us all behind.

iv never experienced someones passing on up close. the finality, the cold hard truth, the irreversible nature and the impossible-to-digest stillness of it all is still hard for me to accept.

and thats perhaps why im still so shaken up. i cant seem to get myself to normalize.

i know ajju is in a better place today -- more peaceful, more alive, more beautiful. but my attachment continues. i cannot sever it and move on. i can simply celebrate his genius, remember the times we've shared. the antics. the fun. the laughter. the music. the legend that he was. and surround myself in the glow of his love. and that for one, can never die.

5 comments:

VC said...

hug

Queenmatrai said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Love always :)

Romi Chugh said...

You don't need to move on. Use his memories, togetherness and blessings to build, to nurture and grow as a person.

haathi said...

romi: i know what you mean :) thanks

± said...

I don't know what to say. I don't have words to explain or assuage what you feel.
Just be strong. And celebrate life. And the billion memories you been blessed with. Hug.