Saturday, April 28, 2007

dead

its all over. and all i have left is hurt and disappointment. funnily, not so much sadness. maybe thats because i havent had the time to sit and think about it and let it sink in. so all i have is the disappointment. disappointment because i think we deserved better. i think i expected better. i thought it would be different.

maybe that was the problem. maybe what i imagined never was. and never will be. and i was just deluding myself all along. because if it was what i thought it was, then it would show by now.

half of me died today.
and the other half cant move on.

4 comments:

Ambika said...

what all sad sad.... nahi yeh nahi ho sakta.......

Tweedle Dee said...

chill madi!!! it's happened too many a times before in front of my very own eyes!! i sound like something from pan's labyrinth...chill ra all for the best yo!!!

Vivek Chugh said...

Hope doesn't die. And as long as there's hope, everything's kept alive.

madmanscam said...

Poor little thing she was my little sister Tanvi.....I had seen her grow like a sapling from her early days....I still cannot digest this fact....I am still unable accept this....Love you my babygirl my Little Tanvi !!