amma organized a shraddhanjali in memory or ajju today.

its still hard to believe he is no more. its still difficult to normalize.

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notice period blues

i thought i wouldnt mind getting myself to work today.
its friday. the weekend is HERE. well, almost.
and next week will present the last 4 days i will spend at this office, in this chair, at this desk, doing the tasks i have come to love doing for over a year now.

i thought i wouldnt mind getting myself to work today.
but now iv changed my mind.

happy three you

happy three years to us.
and it actually feels like we're starting over.

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so, i have a new blog...

why?
- because goa has been just so full of experiences -- funny, sad, disappointing, exciting -- it has to go down somewhere for us to look back and feel good!
- because its a new phase in our lives and i want to make it berable (if thats a word!)
- because i think vc has a lot to say and he can say it well in words
- because most other blog we have started/tried to start died sooner or later, and im sure goa will give us a lot of meat to keep this one going

check it out here.

new home sweet home

random thought #569

what is it thats in a mans ego that makes it so hard to crumble?

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dil to baccha hai ji..

..on repeat. all day.

random thought #546

how come every person in a relationship has that one person in the life of the other person, who can be quite a pesky influence?

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who, me?

the husband told me yesterday that iv become quite the wimp..quite the opposite of the person i used to be. rather harsh term, but i realize there is some truth in it.

its really got me thinking.

when did i start caring what people think?
when did clothes and hair and skin start taking so much importance in my life?
when did i choose to dress according to who im going out with, rather than
what im comfortable in?
when did i start altering myself, even if so slightly, for fear of what someone else will think?
when did i begin to taint my own thoughts and beliefs under the influence of what someone else once told me?

the real me is still there, however. covered in the dust of what im told, what i hear and what i so easily let myself believe, i need a good shake. so the dusty outside is shaken off, and the good old me can shine through.

home sweet home..

in goa.

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im off to goa

..to take a break
..to househunt
..to get a feel of things in a beach town :D
..to look for new beginnings

wish me luck!

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chase away your morning blues..

if you're feeling monday-morning-bluesy like i am, chase them nasty feelings away with this video..

guaranteed to make you happy. very happy.