here's to you mr james

this one goes out to you. and insane memories of fake car fan breeze blowing your almost non existent hair. and days spent in endless meandering.

:)

awesome twosome

smoke and ashes.
in the rain.

its addictive.
im on it right now.

on my mind right now:

can someone undo a communication breakdown?

can regret be undone?

can i sustain a happy state of mind at will?

bleaghkk.

of all the millions of feelings i am capable of feeling, the one i hate most is regret.
and im feeling regret right now.
lots of it.
and i have to make it stop.

55fiction - except, this is for real

barren. like wanting a child and not having one. like craving to be something you're not. like dying to fill a role thats expected of you, and failing miserably.

empty.
dead.
vacant.

doom lingers around. like right before an exam. or dental appointment.

the deadline draws closer. i have no ideas for the film fest.

nothing would ever be the same again

Vivek: ayyo paaap..i knew b4 only that i want u for life
not when i gave u the flowers
stupid paapa