Friday, March 28, 2008

here's to you mr james

this one goes out to you. and insane memories of fake car fan breeze blowing your almost non existent hair. and days spent in endless meandering.

:)

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

awesome twosome

smoke and ashes.
in the rain.

its addictive.
im on it right now.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

on my mind right now:

can someone undo a communication breakdown?

can regret be undone?

can i sustain a happy state of mind at will?

bleaghkk.

of all the millions of feelings i am capable of feeling, the one i hate most is regret.
and im feeling regret right now.
lots of it.
and i have to make it stop.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

55fiction - except, this is for real

barren. like wanting a child and not having one. like craving to be something you're not. like dying to fill a role thats expected of you, and failing miserably.

empty.
dead.
vacant.

doom lingers around. like right before an exam. or dental appointment.

the deadline draws closer. i have no ideas for the film fest.

Thursday, March 06, 2008

nothing would ever be the same again

Vivek: ayyo paaap..i knew b4 only that i want u for life
not when i gave u the flowers
stupid paapa