Thursday, November 09, 2006

hungry. foolish.

too much has happened for me to really put thoughts into words. i wish i could. because sometimes it helps to ease whats on my mind, rather than have to struggle to battle thoughts in my mind. i dont know whats going on, but i feel like its some sort of uneasy, confusing kind of time for me. i wish it would pass.

just found something..a part of something i've been meaning to read. will get to it now.

"your time is limited, so dont waste it living someone elses life. dont be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other peoples thinking. dont let the noise of others opinions drown out your own inner voice. and most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. they somehow already know what you truly want to become. everything else is secondary."

i need to get a grip.

im looking at old college photos and feeling tres nostalgic. i guess the grass IS really always greener on the other side. im suddenly sitting here wishing i was back in college. with endlessly lazy and jobless and directionless days. no responsibilities. not a care in the world. when things worked like clockwork, whether i liked it or not.

fuck. take me back. i want to learn to be hungry and foolish again.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

:) :P :D =D =) :)